Maria Palmer (
firewatcher) wrote2015-10-11 04:15 pm
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[psl] 2015: Crawl 'til dawn, on our hands and knees
The end of the first night of the rest of her terrible garbage life saw Palmer in a situation she never imagined possible: in the first all-night diner she could find, sitting across the table from Vera Volkov, back from the dead.
Or—Liv Lazzari, now, wasn't it.
That was going to take some getting used to. That, and the fact that despite the drastic changes to her appearance, Vera—Liv—still didn't look a day older than when Palmer had seen her last, over twenty years ago. Not worth the price of admission, in Palmer's mind, but it felt a little unfair. Palmers tended to start showing age early, and she herself was no exception.
Palmer leaned on the slightly sticky table with one elbow, absentmindedly stirring her coffee with the other hand and biting back a yawn. "Is every night in hell this eventful?"
Or—Liv Lazzari, now, wasn't it.
That was going to take some getting used to. That, and the fact that despite the drastic changes to her appearance, Vera—Liv—still didn't look a day older than when Palmer had seen her last, over twenty years ago. Not worth the price of admission, in Palmer's mind, but it felt a little unfair. Palmers tended to start showing age early, and she herself was no exception.
Palmer leaned on the slightly sticky table with one elbow, absentmindedly stirring her coffee with the other hand and biting back a yawn. "Is every night in hell this eventful?"
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She sunk deep into the plastic-y fake leather of the booth cushion, her hand pressed over her eyes. Hard to say whether that was more about not looking at Maria or just hiding her face (too little too late). Maybe both. Both was good.
"Well, the execution is standard enough." Her voice came out a little hoarse, a little raw. Shame it'd been so close to sun-up; she felt like she had a lot more screaming left in her, and Buckley was just the tip of that iceberg. "The Psu'ho-wurv exploding himself into some kind of fucking demon ...and you... not so much."
She shifted her hand to peer at Maria through parted fingers, her expression somewhere between venomous and exhausted.
"So yeah. Welcome to the god-damned party." Her lip quirked very slightly at her own joke.
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She ran a hand backwards through her hair. "What a fucking nightmare. Only my nightmares don't even get this creative." Mostly they were just a replay of the past, over and over and fucking over. "Believe me, I'm not expecting things to go up from here."
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Vera shoved herself forward out of her slouch to lean her forearms against the table, still sporting the glare.
She switched to Russian. "Your accent is shit, by the way—you're out of practice." There was a pause, almost awkward, and she broke eye contact, jerking her head sideways to study her fingernails. "...I guess I can't really blame you for that one."
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Palmer shrugged, and switched back to English. "Honestly, that could have gone a lot worse. I was expecting to have to do some haggling." That she hadn't needed to offer anything in return for Amity's acknowledgment was way better than she'd hoped, even if that represented one hell of a low bar in her expectations. "And for God's sake, just call me Palmer. I'm not on duty."
sorry, we are trying to advance a scene and here I am picking a fight
She had two decades of bitterness to tap into; really, she was just getting started.
it's what these characters do best tbh
She sighed, though, and shook her head. "No one calls me Maria anymore. Not for a long time."
"I'm the best at what I do..."
"...Not since Andy, I'd guess." She looked back at Maria. "And honestly...Palmer...I almost think I'd prefer it if you called me Vera. Not in front of them, just..."
And then she lost her nerve once more, her eyes back at her hands, nails digging into her arms. "This whole thing is enough of a sick joke without having to listen to you fake it too."
"...and what I do is think about my mistakes."
She looked back at Vera, her face mildly skeptical. "Liv, though? Really? Was that your choice? Kind of on the nose, isn't it."
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"Hey, the alliteration is traditional. I had to keep—" But she'd miscalculated that particular emotional direction; her voice caught. "—something, didn't I."
When she looked back at Maria, her eyes were already narrowed, back on the defensive. "Anyway, Kitty picked it out for me. I like it." It maybe came out a touch too insistent.
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"Yeah, Kitty Hawk, real peach. Of course she picked it out. A woman of many talents." Keeping the venom out of her voice just made her sound exhausted. Good enough. "Got a lot going for her, aside from being a huge bitch who needs to keep her nose out of my business." Okay, maybe that defeated the point, but.
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"Fuck off, Masha." She had switched back to Russian, her voice elevating as she did so. "You know nothing about it. Of course Katya would look into you."
And there it was, all on its own; Maria hadn't even needed to reference the pet name directly. "You've got a lot of fucking nerve, saying that. Maybe it's just what she had to do to keep us safe, хорошо? Don't be so smug."
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Palmer slammed her arm down on the table, rattling the cutlery and startling a passing waitress, and leaned in to match Vera's posture, looking her right in the eye. "And maybe I'd be a little less pissed off about the bloodsuckers if I didn't think for two decades that they'd killed you."
She placed her other hand on the table, as if to push herself up to leave, but didn't yet, not breaking eye contact.
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The waitress recovered, then studiously ignored them.
"You don't say that to me like you know what the fuck this has been like. You don't lump her in with the rest of them."
She made a grab for Maria's left wrist—the hand with her wedding band. "And you don't try to play this like I'm the one who moved on. Twenty goddamn years of hell—"
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She stopped, looked away, switched back to English. "I don't know. You act like I've been having the time of my life, which isn't something I'd caption 'getting widowed at thirty with two small kids' with. For someone who's literally been stalking me, you really don't seem to get what my life's been like."
After a moment, she settled back down into her seat, but didn't lean back. "What the hell's so great about Kitty Hawk that it makes twenty years of hell worth it?"
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And then Palmer went on, and the tension broke. Vera's shoulders dropped, and she dragged a hand across her face; Palmer wasn't the only one running on too little sleep.
She neither met her eyes nor switched back to English, but her voice was quieter now. "You know, you really don't realize how good you've got it, Palmer. People were always going to die doing this. That was it—that was the life. It's just that you're the only one good enough to be left standing. Katya kept me...safe. But it wasn't about her. I just thought...the least I could do for you was keep you out of it."
Vera let herself collapse back into the booth then, too. "You're welcome for that."
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She did finally relax a little, sitting back in the booth in a slouch. "And, of course, everyone's good work undone by a total idiot that none of us ever saw coming. Good job, all of us."
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"So. There's that."
She leaned her elbows against the table and let herself look Palmer in the eyes again, her eyebrows raised. "I wish I had been there to help you slice off his cock and watch him choke on its ashes, and to feed the rest of him a piece at a time to the sun."
There was no particular venom in that description—only a matter-of-fact blend of brutal practicality and simple exhaustion.
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The smile turned to a toothy grin. "You know, I told him I might let him live if he knew who killed the Volkovs? Of course, he tried to feed me an obvious lie. Not that he was getting out of there anyway, but you'd think he'd have tried just a little harder."
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She was midway to what might have even been a full grin of her own when Palmer mentioned Volkovs. And then her face froze in something less like a smile than it was a wince.
"—Oh?" Relaxing a bit (likely some inner self-reassuring dialogue, there), she went on. "What was it? Had to have been really something for you to be joking about it."
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She shrugged. "Didn't expect to be getting some surprise answers to some of my outstanding questions within the next twenty-four hours. Like why I was never able to find the medallion, for one thing." Palmer jerked a thumb at the necklace in question, still around Vera's neck.
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Her fingers went to the medallion when Palmer gestured to it, a motion that had the convenient double effect of holding close and concealing, and she dropped her gaze to the table.
"And the necklace... yeah, it'd have been smarter to leave it behind. I don't know, maybe I just wanted her to see me wear it..."
She looked up. "But this is shit to talk about, so let's fucking not."
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She looked like she wanted to press on that a bit more, but, after giving Vera one long, curious look, instead took another sip of coffee. "Sure. I'm sure it is. Let's change the subject. What's a good topic? People we mutually hate? There must be a lot of overlap. How do you feel about Augustus Cole? The priesty one."
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"What, the king's—" (she provided air quotes) "—brother's spawn? The whole lineage is revolting, except maybe Mercy, who's instead got the mistaken impression that acting like a mouse makes them any less a monster than the rest. What about him? Did he try to impress you with the leech take on witch shit?"
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She gestured with her coffee cup. "Anyway, one hears things. And what I'm hearing—" She switched into Russian: "Is that Augustus Cole has a long trail of bodies behind him."
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"Don't they all? There's a reason we always said they were the ones that mattered most to kill."
She paused, then recrossed her legs and leaned in on an elbow, but kept her focus out the window at the sunrise, deliberately casual. The volume of her voice dropped very slightly. "So what makes him special--how many bodies does it take to shock even you? ...And what kind of source do you have on this? Not your... family... or they'd have told us by now." At this last, she glanced back over her shoulder at Palmer. Little need to guess who she meant by "us."
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...aaand here we go again
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nice icon keyword you got there
THANKS IT WAS 1000% INTENTIONAL
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